New year, New thing, New me?

Hello 2011,

Sorry I've not blogged since almost November, but Its been a mad busy holiday season and well, a mad busy new year already. Hardly any snow, and that depresses me. I need some snow to survive! I want to go sledding!  Already been in "trouble" this new year, except depending on your definition of trouble, I've been blamed for crimes I did not commit, and in this being so, I've been restricted from some things, but in my own interest. I am not looking for a fight or to cause any trouble, and I will follow these precautions that have been set forth for my own protection, because I WILL NOT, let some petty BS ruin some of the best things that have ever happened to me. Hate to break it to ya, but this won't break me down. What doesn't kill me makes me stronger, right? So its time to fall back on my amazing "I don't give a shit" nonchalant attitude and just go about my daily business like I always do. Back to other news, and good news it is, the new thing in my life is now my "Go hard, or Go home" ideal, i suppose if you want to consider it an ideal. I've recently tried out for the Softball Team here at MBC, and after a "trial" week to see how I do, it's been made official. Number 16! Photos are tomorrow (i'll try an post some if i can, but otherwise, ya'll SOL till the bluestocking comes out next year.) and I'm excited to get in uniform again. Practice has been great, I'm slowly working my way into the team and bonding with them, making new friends, and just learning softball. Its a big difference from baseball. But, its an NCAA Division III sport, Collegiate level, and I made the team! Seriously, that is an accomplishment. With it, I think it will help me turn some things in my life around, and be better for me in the long run. Otherwise, here is to a great year, a great season, and to all my true friends in this world, because I know you all would never hurt me no matter what!

Night!

Heartache and Heartbreak

So, I'm not gonna lie. I've been busy as hell, yes, busy enough I've not posted since my snippet about my Tattoo. My tattoo by the way is awesome. It feels like its apart of me, thats the way its supposed to be right? Anyway, So I've got some bad news. I've broken up with George. Its a long story, but to put it simple. I refuse to be controlled by someone. I have a life. I have friends, I go to school, I have a LIFE. I LIVE IT. What else can you ask me for? Its me. I'm Human. Your not my world. SORRY. Tough break. But you know what, I will admit, I had feelings for the guy, and after the shit that he pulled, I refuse. Everything happens for a reason, probably a reason why Samantha called me the same day I broke up with him. Right? Four years later, I still love the girl. I'm not kidding either. I've thought about her, I miss her. What else do you expect from me? I fell in love... your point? It is what it is. Things are getting colder now at school, and I went out for my first "Black Friday" shopping experience. Had a blast too. Found a lot of good clothes that will look good on me and that will be good for the cold days. Given I spend 9 months out of the year in cold. As for school, I'm ready for a full out holiday. Thanksgiving has been enough, but I'm tired of homework. I'm tired of issues and crap and drama. Junior Dads has come and gone, along with the countdown. I was happy to have officially had it. It feels so weird though. To finally be able to wear my class ring... To see that official signet on my hand.... the weight alone is foreign... I'm happy though. Everything is still falling into place. Well, here is to another month being gone!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

TATTOO!!

I got my tattoo!!!! that is all!

Here goes nothing!

Well, its the end of October, and things are stressing. Last week was an easy week, but things are picking back up again. Classes are just straining, things aren't as bad now that my two term classes have ended, but it still is a lot of work. My junior thesis? Don't even ask. I've not done anything on it. What is taking up the majority of my time, is my education classes. Practicum, lesson plans, and all that jazz. Its easy, just a lot of work involved. Sadly.

Other news? The boyfriend is great, kinda going through withdraw because he can't see me often, and he was silly and physically washed his phone on Monday night, so he hasn't been able to text me or talk to me as often as he liked.

Mom got her tattoo on Tuesday :) It looks great. I'm jealous because now I want mine like sooo bad. I'm hoping to get it this weekend or soon :)

Well, thats the updates for now. Catchya later!

Constantly Busy.... and a new boyfriend??

The past few weeks since I've updated, have just been hectic. And distracting for that matter... Distracting enough it has taken me thirty good minutes to write these two sentences...  I can't figure it out. VWIL, Work-study, Doctor appointments, my car keeps breaking, Junior Dad's coming up, Dress shopping, and the best of all.... A new Boyfriend.

What could possibly change my life even more now that it has?

Wait.... I shouldn't ask that question.... It opens the door for more change.

As for the boy, its a good change, but I'm still (after two weeks) trying to grasp the fact I'm with him.

To be dead honest... Things are rough right now. I feel like I've the world on my back and there isn't a damn thing I can do to get it off!

I think I need some time.

Another month, Gone.

Wow.... Sorry Its been forever in updating, but school is beyond hectic.

I've spent the past few weeks running around like a mad woman. Historical committee, Work study, VWIL, classes, and god knows what else! I have been going so crazy. But, good news is, we've had contra, and I had a good time with that :) It was nice getting back into the swing of things ;).

Looking forward to fall break.

Week 3

Man, I can't believe the third week of school starts tomorrow!

We've already had a parade, class agents and god knows what else. Its been something else. Things are picking up, and its looking to be a busy semester. Practicum plus my classes? Yeesh. I forgot to add all of my VWIL commitments as well. I wonder how I will do it all.

Still waiting on the Doc's phone call. >.< I'm not liking it whatsoever. I wish they'd hurry up and get back to me.