New Year, New Me?

So...

    I know its been a few months, and I haven't written much except updates. So yeah, to bring y'all up to speed. New year's was pretty boring, new years day, I visited Casey, and sprained my ankle the following day. That is still causing me pain close to two months later. But, I had fun, and at least it wasn't a bee sting this time. That was just too funny.
    Now I'm sitting here in my room, in McClung. After resigning from VWIL and being kicked out of Kable, the past three weeks in my life, have been amazing. Yes, I miss my class mates, and I miss the busyness that VWIL offered me. But honestly, I'm happy, I'm not stressed, and I'm feeling okay. I've got an amazing few friends now, who actually care and come see me and hang out with me. Its great. Krys and Me decided to go out today and I took her out to McDowell, which i knew she would enjoy. We hiked the Confederate Breastworks trail, which was so short, but it was awesome. Went out to the water hole that Hank showed my family when I graduated high school, and spent some time. We both relaxed, and we both enjoyed our day. I felt like I was home. It was the best feeling ever.
    Yesterday and Today, I had my first hesitation and sting of regret as to my resignation from VWIL. Yesterday, I attended the nULL's honor ceremony, which they did a great job. Succeeded by their evening and the rituals of breakout last night. This morning at 0800, I looked on from my window in McClung, at the stairs ceremony, and bit back the sting of tears. It would have been my last, standing there, welcoming the newest cadets of the class of 2015. But no, I wasn't. I observed via my window. The pang of the feeling I made a mistake hurt, but as today went on, I realized I had moreover, still made the right choice for me. My stress, my life, my comfort, my happiness. Happy I am, honestly. It makes me certain, that i did make the right choice in the end. I still support my classmates in their decision, and I'm only human. I hope that they support me in my choices as well, but who knows if that's going to happen.

Well, I think I have typed to my hearts content.

Night :)

F*ck this Shit

So,

This is some bullshit.

Since we last talked, I had broken up with the asshole of an ex. Well, long story short, Xmas came, friends, and all. Sprained my ankle the first of the new year, came back to school, met my newest interest, and got shit blamed on me. Now a week ago, I resigned from VWIL for my own sanity and health. Reason? Slipping into depression, becoming careless, unforgiving and disrespecting myself. So, I removed myself from one of the main stressors in my life. I'm feeling better. I made the right decision for myself and that's what matters.

Now, I have to move out of kable... that is the biggest bullshit.

Whatever...

Broken Hearted Memories

So... to get to the point. I'm single yet again. No more boyfriend. Long story short, he became the obsessive controlling jealous type.

Anyway.

Otherwise, success! My thesis is complete! I'm home for the holiday, and I am enjoying my time. :)

Hit me up.

We Owned the Night

Three Months Later...

Long time, no blog. Sorry. Its been a busy and eventful start to the school year. Its nearly two months after my last post, so I hope you understand.

To catch everyone up to speed, school started, from the end of Cadre week and Matriculation, to Meet your Calic, and my first of the last Monday Morning formation of the year. My nULLies, Tina Duckworth and Jordan Berg, are awesome. Two great kids, really motivated, and just like me, even though I'm sure they don't know it yet.

This is us at meet your calic. I think its gonna be an awesome year with them. We've already had Greens Week, and I made them t-shirts and gave them nicknames, had them greeting with little guns and made them say "Freeze! You have the right to give me my green pants!" One of my poor nullies was sick as a dog all week and couldn't even participate in apple day! :(

Speaking of which, Apple eve/day was awesome. The Senior Class of 2012 won four consecutive years of Dodge ball! Undefeated and Reigning Champs! Then at Apple Day, I got pied in the face three times, which sucked. Never again. I'd take the dunk tank over that ANY day.

Now, its the week after... and three weeks and counting till my thesis is due, and I am clueless on how to start. Fall Break starts on Thursday, and I'm going to Roanoke to my best friends house, and my haven. Plan of Action: Thesis. All weekend long. Period end of story.

As for me and the Boy... well thats a whole different story. I love him. Its been the best three months since we got together. He tells me he loves me every day, calls me every Friday he's not with me, respects my homework time. He's just the best. He was here this past weekend, and met all the friends, and so far as I can tell, hes approved of :) but who knows with my friends. Good News, He's quitting chewing and smoking, so things will be awesome. I need to work on him just a little more, and then things will be all good.

Otherwise, life is good. I've got an amazing boyfriend, great friends, and everything I want in my life :)

The world is turning out alright.

Night world

End of Summer? No way...

So... It is now august 23rd... and I return to MBC in two days. I'm not sure what to think about it. So far, this summer has been eventful. I have had four jobs, all of them didn't work out. My car decided to go fooey on me and die, and a boyfriend from seventh grade decided to reappear in my life. Ten years later, the infatuation remains, along with the playfulness, and everything else that we did when we were kids. I missed him. Going back to school is going to be hard on us. had my little vacation to Roanoke, which i head back to Richmond in the morning, which im not sure i want to go just yet. But oh well. Its life.

I thought i had something to write, but it seems to have left me.

Night

A couple of days late again, but who cares?

So, I know its been a bit since my last blog post, I've not really thought about it much.

The past week has been filled with class and other adventures, and aside from not working, spending a lot of time chilling and relaxing. I've been reading like i used to back when I was a kid. Staying up a majority of the night reading this amazing fiction series by David Eddings. Thanks Mia for getting me hooked. I've already got the Tamuli waiting to be read once I'm done with the Elenium. Other than that, not a lot. Mom is off to New York next week for a lovely dancing filled vacation, and I'm jealous, I want to go. But, I sadly have to work and finish my homework for both my classes.

Summer is half over... in a little over a month, I'm 21.... crazy. 21.... my god its so unrealistic I still can't believe it. Then ten days later... wham. Back to school for my senior year.

Its all happening so fast!!!!