Heartache and Heartbreak

So, I'm not gonna lie. I've been busy as hell, yes, busy enough I've not posted since my snippet about my Tattoo. My tattoo by the way is awesome. It feels like its apart of me, thats the way its supposed to be right? Anyway, So I've got some bad news. I've broken up with George. Its a long story, but to put it simple. I refuse to be controlled by someone. I have a life. I have friends, I go to school, I have a LIFE. I LIVE IT. What else can you ask me for? Its me. I'm Human. Your not my world. SORRY. Tough break. But you know what, I will admit, I had feelings for the guy, and after the shit that he pulled, I refuse. Everything happens for a reason, probably a reason why Samantha called me the same day I broke up with him. Right? Four years later, I still love the girl. I'm not kidding either. I've thought about her, I miss her. What else do you expect from me? I fell in love... your point? It is what it is. Things are getting colder now at school, and I went out for my first "Black Friday" shopping experience. Had a blast too. Found a lot of good clothes that will look good on me and that will be good for the cold days. Given I spend 9 months out of the year in cold. As for school, I'm ready for a full out holiday. Thanksgiving has been enough, but I'm tired of homework. I'm tired of issues and crap and drama. Junior Dads has come and gone, along with the countdown. I was happy to have officially had it. It feels so weird though. To finally be able to wear my class ring... To see that official signet on my hand.... the weight alone is foreign... I'm happy though. Everything is still falling into place. Well, here is to another month being gone!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

TATTOO!!

I got my tattoo!!!! that is all!

Here goes nothing!

Well, its the end of October, and things are stressing. Last week was an easy week, but things are picking back up again. Classes are just straining, things aren't as bad now that my two term classes have ended, but it still is a lot of work. My junior thesis? Don't even ask. I've not done anything on it. What is taking up the majority of my time, is my education classes. Practicum, lesson plans, and all that jazz. Its easy, just a lot of work involved. Sadly.

Other news? The boyfriend is great, kinda going through withdraw because he can't see me often, and he was silly and physically washed his phone on Monday night, so he hasn't been able to text me or talk to me as often as he liked.

Mom got her tattoo on Tuesday :) It looks great. I'm jealous because now I want mine like sooo bad. I'm hoping to get it this weekend or soon :)

Well, thats the updates for now. Catchya later!

Constantly Busy.... and a new boyfriend??

The past few weeks since I've updated, have just been hectic. And distracting for that matter... Distracting enough it has taken me thirty good minutes to write these two sentences...  I can't figure it out. VWIL, Work-study, Doctor appointments, my car keeps breaking, Junior Dad's coming up, Dress shopping, and the best of all.... A new Boyfriend.

What could possibly change my life even more now that it has?

Wait.... I shouldn't ask that question.... It opens the door for more change.

As for the boy, its a good change, but I'm still (after two weeks) trying to grasp the fact I'm with him.

To be dead honest... Things are rough right now. I feel like I've the world on my back and there isn't a damn thing I can do to get it off!

I think I need some time.

Another month, Gone.

Wow.... Sorry Its been forever in updating, but school is beyond hectic.

I've spent the past few weeks running around like a mad woman. Historical committee, Work study, VWIL, classes, and god knows what else! I have been going so crazy. But, good news is, we've had contra, and I had a good time with that :) It was nice getting back into the swing of things ;).

Looking forward to fall break.

Week 3

Man, I can't believe the third week of school starts tomorrow!

We've already had a parade, class agents and god knows what else. Its been something else. Things are picking up, and its looking to be a busy semester. Practicum plus my classes? Yeesh. I forgot to add all of my VWIL commitments as well. I wonder how I will do it all.

Still waiting on the Doc's phone call. >.< I'm not liking it whatsoever. I wish they'd hurry up and get back to me.

So Dance Like its the Last Night of your Life!

Hey everyone.

So Cadre week is over, Thank god. I've been made Historical Committee Acting CIC. (Cadet in Charge) aside from my duties as Work-study CIC. 

So I had a huge flashback today. I was at meet your Calic, and I just saw me and my scared little self from three years ago standing on that rail talking to my sister-sister nULL Hunt about who our Calic might be. To think.... n one year... I'll be a Calic myself! I can't believe it!

Even better news? The whole gang is back. My friends in PEG, the Trouble gang (those of us in VWIL... Mia, May, Casey... (Three of us were already back. We were waiting on May ;) ) 

Hung out with the PEG gang this evening, that was great, Indian food, sexual jokes, and god knows what else. The normalcy was great! :-) I missed that a lot.

Classes start on Monday, I'm excited! : ) 19 credit hours, but its class! Finally! My escape from VWIL! 

So, I'm going to go swap my laundry, (because someone can't move there shit outta the dryer in a decent time) and play my games.